God's Perfect Timing

The bible is filled with passages and versus about God's immaculate timing.. And woven in between sometimes is also the "why." It's hard to argue time with a God that is omnipresent and omnipotent and timeless. He is the same yesterday, today and forever amen. We on the other hand, change every minute. Our emotions, our thoughts, our plans, our desires, our loyalty... The only thing that has never changed is the fact that we are fickle. Perhaps maybe the degree of it increases or decreases depending on the situation.

I have come back to this blog many times since my last posting... While many things have crowded my mind and inspired me to write, I never quite gotten myself down to doing it. I can say timing wasn't right or maybe I am just too darn lazy. But yet, here I am, I find myself at the mercy of my thoughts and this blog.

It is obvious that so much has happened between the last post and this one. No point in recollecting and going down memory lane. Some parts are captured  in my prayer journal. Some parts no. The ones that aren't... Well... Water under the bridge I guess.

I was once zealous about writing because I wanted my kids to know me. But as time passes, I don't know if that day will ever come and suddenly it doesn't seem relevant anymore. Maybe I am just going through a funky moment. Maybe it isn't God's timing for me to have kids or be in a relationship yet. Or it's not His plan.

Whatever it is, His timing and His plan coupled together is a hard thing to digest... Esp for control freaks like me. But whatever it is, it brought me to back to this... My love for writing and to analyze my thoughts... Maybe that was His timing and plan all along. Who knows. Either way, whether it is a good thing, only His perfect timing and plans will tell... 

*This is dedicated to a dear friend... who constantly reminds me of God's timing... thanks RDK*