These past few months have been trying... and though I wanted to blog about it, I just didn't feel like talking. And I am glad I didn't. Why? I don't know... guess I didn't want to make this a whine-fest.
Anyway... why is He amazing...? I don't even know where to begin. These past few months He has taken me from the deepest depths to the highest mountain. He has shown me His love and His grace. AND He has shown me that with a little of patience, He will reveal His plan.
Well... I have finally stepped out of my comfort zone and He has decided to thrown me into the unknown - unknown to me that is. And though I worry that I may not be ready, I believe He will not lead me into paths I am not ready to venture. For that, I am excited at what is ahead.
Someone once told me that whatever I go through, has a reason. It is not only to edify and mold me, but somehow in life I will be able to use it to help others. In some ways, I have seen this real in my life. So I am excited to see how the puzzle fits together.
The only thing / person I worry about is her. I will miss her terribly. It is funny how from wanting to murder each other, I have grown to miss her. I know I will miss out on a lot of things and happenings here... and I am ok with it, but I don't want to miss out on her one year. I know that will be impossible. I still have a few more months to introduce her to some of my God-sent friends to look out for her. And she already has a few of her own. : )
Anyway... I have much to prepare... and I still haven't told a few ppl. I don't know how they will take it. I hope they will be happy for me. But I hope they will take the news well too.
God... thanks for Your love and providence!
Jeremiah 29 :11 - For I know the plans I have for you, says the LORD, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.
6 comments:
Yes HE is indeed amazing and one more thing, don't worry about her. We will all look out for her in your absence.
P.S. I'm going to miss you too
Groucho! nonsenselah you! hehehe... will blog about it soon ok!
woi...its me la.not Groucho. siapa tu Groucho? hmmm kawan sendiri pun lupa..nevermind....:)
There is some identity crisis here. Anyway, I would like you to check on my response to your comment on my site. I am truly sorry. Never my intention. Read it and you will know why. Never thought you would related everything I write there back to yourself. I value the trust you placed in me, and in me alone. And it shall wither away with my soul when I pass on onto another world. And that is a promise. Take it easy. That is one thing the people in this world forget to do - to take it easy.
shobs! say so lah... next time please sign offlah mangkuk!
hmm ok...next time i shall sign off and seriously i am not just saying it, i shall take care of her like my very own. but don't get jealous since i'm gonna take care of her and not you. :P
yours truly and loving,
Shobs a.k.a. Shobanam. :D - ok ah?
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