OK. My name is not Larry. And I am not attempting to walk on water. But considering the weekend I've had, it seems the most apt. Esp the last line. This specific weekend, I have been saturated with thoughts and questions about my future upon my imminent return. Why this weekend, I don't know.
It all started with me watching 'The Devil wears Prada.' I saw glimpses of my life in that movie and I suddenly feared the thought of falling back into the same ol routine if I took a similar job when I get back. But I miss the adrenaline rush and the hustle and bustle of work. And I love seeing the fruits of my labour. But then again, I like the thought of working towards fulfilling a 'heavenly marketing plan.'
And the next day I spent a few hours talking to a friend about my options and I thot I made up my mind.
But life is not that easy.
So I met up with my cousin and he opened my eyes to more possibilities. Some I think I was afraid to consider.
See, this is the problem of speaking to ppl when you are struggling to make a decision. Sometimes I think sitting in my own little corner whilst twiddling my fingers is the best way to make a decision because you are not influenced by the ppl around you or their thoughts and ideas. Then again, it is always good to consult and find out the thoughts of others so you can make a more informed decision. But now I am left with more thoughts then I started with.
So, moral of the story is I haven't decided what I want to do with my life yet. Actually, that is a wrong statement. I know what I want to do. Question is, what decisions do I have to make about the present to make my plans a reality? And are my plans God plans?
*SIGH*
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