So, yes... I am alive... but unlike the comic strip, I am not that high tech to be that well connected, and judging by the deafening sound of crickets on this page, I take it no one missed me.
It's ok... I am not sad. Nope... not even the slightest bit broken hearted. Though I am upset with myself that I didnt document some tumultuous moments in my life and my thoughts about it. Oh well... I suppose when suddenly the moment hits and I feel like dredging them from the pits of my memory, I will blog about it albeit a less emotional recount of them.
Anyway... so what brought me back... well Lent actually. A lot has happened since my last posting to my professional, personal and also financial life. Things that have occupied my mine and also made me somewhat scattered in my brain and therefore unable to find the right words. I have tried a few times to write but I always always give up when I realise I am rambling randomly...
So as mentioned, Lent has brought me back with today being Ash Wednesday. I have decided to get back into doing a bit of writing and this includes my food journal and also my personal notes to God. To be honest, since my last post, several things in my life have been slacking...
My healthy habits have almost diminished to almost never existing before and I so badly need to get back into it... so I am hoping with Lent being a strong factor in my life at the moment, I will be encouraged to get back into all my good healthy habits... heck, I have even started my food journal last week and also back to consistently walking up and down the stairs.
My walk with God also has been a bit lackadaisical... there are days I am totally up there, and there are days I am just skimming over the surface... right now, the issue that is boggling my mind is the music ministry... to a certain extent, I feel my confusion about it is 'his' way of distracting me but at the same time, I am struggling to deal with the boundaries and wondering if this is good for my spiritual development... not that the current state is any better lah...
But even so, I know I should talk this out with certain people and make sense of this because it will not be easy for me to lead while I am in such a quandary.
Anyway, I know I am a bit vague at the moment... give me a break lah... a lot to write and unload about. But I promise to make a conscientious effort... even if it is almost similar to incoherent ramblings...
So, here is to a good start for 2010... and praying I will stay on track!
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