*mumble grumble*

Am not a happy bunny today. And it isn't even because my tummy is not happy with the world. Just in a general mood to whinge after so long of being quiet and patient. And because of that, I feel very unchristian too! Because of my tummy situation, I had to forgo certain aspects of lent and therefore not feeling very proud of myself.

Coupled with the idiocracy I have been dealing with and with my annoyance / disappointment last night, I think I have reached my threshold of patience and now am succumbing to a day of venting.

So, where do I begin? Perhaps on the level of moronicness some people posses about their impression of leadership. I find it annoying when one says one thing and then proceeds to do a whole different thing altogether. And then to make it worse, others seems to only see what they want to see and do not realise the major potholes in this situation.

Then there is the assumption that just because one cant get their act together who appears that they can, the entire cavalry must get down on hands and knees and bail their sorry ass out. Forget the fact that we are all fighting our own battles, deadlines and life but we need to put ours aside because they cant. Grrr!!!

And then, there is the assumption that I do not work all day and I just sit on my ample behind and other people who so happen to have really awkward shift hours are the only ones who work all day. Having said that, I sometimes wonder which is more stressful, to have a physically demanding job or one that is mentally exhausting. I still dont have the answer, but all I can say is, I am not defending that my job is more tiring and exhausting, but all I am saying is, just because I am more willing to set aside time to spend it doing other things or with people I care and like about doesnt mean I am free. It just means that my time in UK is making sense and that there are more important things worth deserving of my time than just my work. So dont penalise me for that!

*sigh...* I miss my pillow...

Note :

I started writing this on Friday, but only managed to finish it today. Was trying to see if I was still in the mood to vent. I guess, I was about to press the delete button, but I think a day of venting is only justified as opposed to suppressing it and having it give me ulcers.

I am still missing my pillow...