There is always light...

I know the last few posts have been a bit on the negative side... and I know many of you noticed it as well. Sorry bout that...

I guess I am just a bit irratated sometimes about the difference in culture and the way of life right now. To be honest, I sometimes want to tell ppl here that they are not doing me or the church or anyone any favours when they come to church. I have had ppl tell me that they came to meet me or to support me... and really, if that was the reason I would much rather them stay home. Don't get me wrong, I am glad when ppl say they are there to support me, but I rather they be there because they want to support God's ministry.

But like I told my mentor, differences or not, this is not something I can choose and change. This is something I need to work around it and despite it all, trust that God will give me wisdom and empower me. I told her about me helping Jem out and even she got a shock. I know it seems ridiculous and also there are associations to help ppl like Jem and her husband. But at that moment, it wasn't about the associations. And it wasn't about Jem taking advantage of me. It was about me doing somthing for someone. And i felt damn good about it. Esp when you know how something as simple as that can make a difference to someone's life.

Anyway... I apologise for all the negativity... and to be honest, despite how tough I may sound in my blogs I know there is always light in the darkened sky.

So thanks for all your love, prayers and support.

*HUGS to all ok!*

BTW... I went to Cadbury's World and OH MY GOD! It is so FUN!!!! First of all, not only do they tell you how chocolate was found and made, but they also give you free chocolate while you are on the tour! AND they also have a huge chocolate shop and the prices are shite cheap ok! I bought a tin (like the size of our butter cookies tin) for my host of Mothering Sunday - their version of Mother's Day which is tomorrow and it only cost £3!!! So even if you convert, it still works up to RM 21. And it is a limited edition box ok. And lets just say RM 1 = £ 1 (cos that is how you need to think if not you will never eat here or buy anything) it is like paying RM 3!!! Smack me lah I think I am dreaming! Anyway... the best part is... they have a ride (i simply can't describe it, the best I can think of is when my sis comes, I am dragging her ass there and she can come and describe to you guys... ) and there is an automatic camera that takes your picture. And if you want, they will make little thingys for you to take home. My nephew (God I love that boy!) got me a picture of us and it has been embossed on a chocolate bar as well. Is that cool or what!!!???

So yeah, like I was saying... there is always light... and no worries... I was thinking of each and every one of you when I was in Cadbury's World...

^__^