Friendships are hard.....

..... enough said.

*sigh*

I finally realised why the fight with AG bugged me and got me all irritated. It was not the fight that bothered me. Hey friends fight. But it is post-fight that matters.

Most of my friends - when we fight, we know that it is just a fight. We get up and move on. We disagree... it is all part of life. But when you remain in fight mode, then the friendship is compromised almost to a point of breaking. Then, is it still called friendship?

Anyway... I finally came to terms with the fact that what he did didn't anger me, it hurt me. Esp when I valued his friendship and his opinions - enough to want to seek his thoughts on certain things in my life.

Guess he didn't feel the same.

Well, hope he is well. Cos, as of now, I sure don't give a shite anymore.

Those who know me, know that my greatest fear in life is having to explain to God (at judgement day) why I made an enemy of a another human being. Well, in this case, I can honestly say I didn't. I tried. Just that he didn't want to. So there is nothing more for me to do. I have wished him well, and am moving on.

~ the end ~