She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know.
And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Chorus:
My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine
But tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go
(Repeat Chorus except last line)
Bridge:
'Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?
(Repeat Chorus)
Heaven knows... heaven knows.
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I think at this moment, this song resonates more to me now more than ever before... It is hard lah to ignore our feelings for someone and pretend life is hunky-dory. Esp when the person is still part of your life.
But yet at the same time, it makes so much sense! Sometimes the best way is not to do anything at all and let them gradually come back...
I guess my fear is, what if he doesn't come back? Would I one day turn around and feel I have wasted my time?
Truth is, I highly doubt it lah... I have never felt that way about my exs, so what more this one?
Anyway... only Heaven knows la... so till then I just have to trust Heaven...
^__^
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