THE END OF A CHAPTER

I don't know why I am shocked... after all I did see it coming. It is nice to know that they are in the process of getting together. Though the speed in which this is taking place is a bit scarry. BUT they are nice for each other, considering their callings in life. Might be good influence for each other.

And in the midst of all this... lies me. Both past and present relationships.. my figner prints all over. Kinda scarry! Esp with the poem. Who would have thought I would be inspired just hours before she broke the news to B.Boy. I do feel sorry for him. He is a good friend... and will always be. It is good to know he is moving on well.

Anyway... why am I putting it here... well... just my small way of thanking The Man for inspirations in all that I am writting now. Nothing fancy, nothing glamorous... but I thank Him for the gift of words and thought... Though sometimes I wish certain things I write is on a much lighter and joyous note.

But... Girly found this touching... and that is all that matters, esp since it is about her. So to Girly and RT, wishing you God's love, wisdom and blessing in your relationship.


~ The End of a Chapter ~

In idleness I watch him
Sipping his coffee, flipping the page
Thoughts of me far from his mind be
And I turn, and walk away.

In idleness I watch him sleep
Deep slumber embraces him through the night
Where has the hours gone I wonder alone
And I turn, to face my private corner.

In idleness I watch him speak
Lips moving, yet not comprehending
Emotionless to me, his best foot forward to the world
And I turn, as he takes the stage.

In idleness I watch him move
A gracefulness that escapes and amuses me
In a world that is clearly far from my own
And I turn, and ponder about my place.

In idleness I watch him pack
His life, his belongings, his heart
The closing of a door, the end of the chapter
And I turn, to embrace the next.